Who am I?
well, i've been avoiding this part of the site just because i dont really want to type, most people don't read this part of any page anyways sowhy bother right? well i posted the page already, what can i do?
i am deadgrrl to you, i am someone you might never know. i was concieved and birthed in the pit of hell known as phoenix Arizona and have been stuck here, for one reason or another, ever since. i am the youngest of 8, my parents divorced when i was seven, i was in a mental institution between the ages of 11-15, homeless and addicted to drugs from the time i was 16, and my family life is a big fucked up circus of very depressing news daily. that's the truth of it all.
on the bright side, i'm still alive despite many situations that said i shouldn't be, and i've started to live a "normal life" while still being the person i am, regardless of what people try and make me into.since i've turned 18 i've started to take the control of my life that i always struggled to have, i have a loving husband a few REAL friends and toilet paper when i need to use the bathroom.
To top it all off, i have rigid beliefs, meaning in life, and plans for the future.i believe that homelessness is a VERY important issue and that people should be aware of the reality of it, even if they have to live through it to understand. i believe that children should be free, and never should have to be restricted to rigid guidlines and forced to confinement indoors for things that are unimportant for survival considering alternative lifestyles. i believe that this world is just an atom compared to the size of true universal reality. i believe the limit of a person is selfimposed.
i believe in cacophony. standing out in the crowd yet being a stranger to the whole of society for more info on this click the cacophony:pheonix link
the meaning in my life and my plans for the future are intertwined for the most part, but the former has some exception. that being that i have the love of my life, and the best friends in the world,you all know who you are and i love you all very much!! and i know that i am still alive because of these belifs and because of these goals and this meaning.
Go see me at
www.myspace.com/deadfaerygrrl
and
www.nekrorocketgrrl.livejournal.com
An interview with False Alarm zine
AN INTERVIEW WITH MS AUTOPSY JANE " ANARCHIST "
Brent / 1 / ok for the record what is your name ?
Autopsy / 1 / on the books.. Autopsy Jane ('attl do..)
Brent / 2 / and tell me about these anarchy ideas or vandalism technics you wrote to me about?
Autopsy / 2 / i vandalize when i can.. turning off the electricity at fast food shops, getting that sticker paper they usually use for those stupid car cut out stickers and instaed cutting out an entirely differsnt message (teehee)... and then there's the metal shavings and lock-tite in the key hole trick... that ones is fun.. slashing tires on suv's, if you're really lucky you get an awesome vantage point for destruction of police property (squad cars) they like to stop at the gass station across the street from my place, there is a wall behind the gas station, and with good enough leverage you can chuck a rock through their windshield...
and whatever is going to cost the corporations money to fix is worth the effort i think... broken windows.. stolen goods.. being out of buisness for a few days because of bomb threats... i haven't done ALL of these, but i have a TON of ideas! oh one of my favorites though is re-writing campaign banners, there's a guy named ron paul running for president and he has signs like "firemen 4 ron paul" and ron paul rEVOLution" (the caps are circled and backwards to spell love ugh...) so i'm making "sub-banners" er somesuch, to add to them, you know like: "firemen BEND OVER 4 ron paul" or "ron paul'S rEVOLution TO REMOVE WOMENS' RIGHTS" he's pro-life too, and doesn't hesitate to put banners up about that either... my main thing is getting shit for free though.. free samples, free clothes etc.. it's all quite easy really.. i like to raid the goodwill in the middle of the night, sunday nights at nine to be specific, that's when the security stops watching the screens and all the christian morons have spead their kindness after church er whatever.. either way it's a great way to get some socks.. haha.. also there are clothing donation bins all over the place, i used to sleep in them, they usually have good stuff too, but there have been times when i had gone in every night for months and couldn't get a decent pair of shoes that would put up with some wear and tear.. theivery, going into any store, preferably low profiles shops without a good security system you can wear really baggy clothes and hide a lot of shit by having "pockets" duct taped to your legs under your clothes... Brent / 3 / what is the reason for these ideas ? Autopsy / 3 /I didn't realize until early last year that my ideas were anarchist per ..se... i spent a lot of my younger years locked up. so being in an institution for 3 years had it's effect on me, i liked my rules, not theirs. i was an individual and that was their arch nemisis. It became kind of a game for me to fuck with them, finding new ways to piss off the staff and getting away with what i could at the expense of the owners. that led me into a behavioral school, where i did the same thing, but smarter, instead of blatantly rebeling against them, i "worked with them" and took what i could get from 'em while they weren't looking. at this point i was living in a crap apartment with my dad, we ran out of food and hygene shit regularly, i think either he never noticed that i'd come home with a crapload of stuff sometimes, of he just thought it was nothing unusual.. but whatever the reason i rarly got questioned on how we weren't running out of toilet paper. i got caught sometime after a big spiel with some gov' grouphome bullshit and having moved in with my dad, i went up to the local k-mart weekly to basically take what i wanted, after the first few times i knew where the cameras were so i figuiured i should probably stay out of sight, but after a while i guess they caught on, 'cause well, they did, i got probation. that was all good though.. after sometime i got sick of the bullshit at my house and just ran away and lived on the streets, that's where i learned about the techniques on survival and basically how to live it up on the streets. after a while i met my husband, exhusband now, marrige is another institution, the cycle repeats itself no? now i'm back to being free, even though i'm in a relationship again, it's with a fellow anarchist this time, so the ideas are coming out like a storem, everything from past experiance is coming back to surface, NEW AND IMPROVED!!! haha, yeah you get it... Brent / 4 / how old are you now autopsy? Autopsy / 4 / at current i'm 21, but next year i wont be, so if i'm an aquarius born in '86 i'll be 30 in 2016... oh shit... Brent / 5 / how much energy do you put into acting out with such things like vandalism or some of the things you have described? Autopsy / 6 / you know, that's a good question. I can't say i put a LOT of effort in my endevours, not yet at least, i have a lot of work i need to do in the stenciling dept. and spray paint is expensive, and locked up.. so it's basically sharpies, breaking things and causing inconviences, so energy? eh i'd say whenever i'm out and happen to be around a place at the right time, i'm a night person, so i get a lot of chances.. i can't really go with out one small inconvienece a day, and at least one big one (depending on how much time i've got put into a plan) a month. Brent / 7 /autopsy will you tell me or any readers out there , whars your main objectivs are? Wow guys, Brent's fuckerd up, don't edit that question it's to fucking awesome! I think first and foremost my main objective is to not get caught!! haha, seriously though? Brent / 8 / who or what is your main enamy or advisary?
Autopsy /8 /Definately the government, and stindgy bastards.. And the things people do: when a big ass company is making money off of stupid people, when i see a rich bastard who'll give money to "charity" but not the homeless guy on the street. when we're being watched wherever we go, whatever we do.. you can't take a piss without being watched... And things themselves: cars are ridiculous and unneccisary, fast food resteraunts and big corporations take away from local buisnesses. designer clothes... designer coffee.... And being ripped off, looked down on, Brent / 9 / do you ave any survival tips for any one , does that make sence? Autopsy / 9 / haha, it makes as much sence as it's going to// :p! well first of all i think if your on the streets you should be familiar with your area, where can you go to sleep? ANYWHERE! squat the world! just avoid the rich parts of town, and get to know the other transients, they'll tell you where to go, how to do it, the thing is it all depends on where your location, so explore as much as possible, and make friends with everyone you can, not enemies. if someone tells you to leave, just do it, the less problems you have, the better. but most importantly, i think people should know that being on the streets is something that should be FUN, i know it sounds absurd, but trust me, there are plenty of things you can experiance out there that you'll NEVER experiance in a cubicle... Oh and always have a good defence and an escape route if things get bad... like i said before, clothing donation bins are the best. Brent / 10 / Autopsy , do you belong to any organised groups that partake in these activitys or do you know of any you can tell us about ? Autopsy / 10 / Well, i don't participate in group activities, but i know one that's really awesome, i tried to start my own lodge out here wher ei live, but, no luck.. maybe someday. anywho the people i'm reffering to are the cacophonists, you can find lodges in your area by going to www.cacophony.org Brent / 11 / how can people contact you who are intrested to find out more? Autopsy / 12 / i can be found online in three places, the first is a mandatory myspace page, myspace.com/deadfaerygrrl, the second is mty website which is based around death rock and DIY: www.deadgear.bravehost.com and thirdly, y'all can email me at Janeysdead@yahoo.com Brent / 12 / Autopsy , what about terorist , who do horrible things ? (Autopsy) i people going to extremes to prove their point is nothing new. and terrible things, it depends on what you consider a terrible thing... if a man murdering a child and mother is a terrible thing, then it is, but that doesn't change the fact that it happend it's done.. these guys will get what they deserve, but it's not the american government's place to take care of that.... in the case of doing terrible things, i do them all the time, it may not be murder, but i do cause a lot of chaos for people that aren't used to that kind of thing... the government doesn't like what i do, and that makes me a terrorist.. so be it. Brent / 13 / tell how your activitys are differnt so someone wouldnt get confused ? Autopsy / 13 / i'm confused...what do you mean?
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